Thursday, November 6, 2008

HURTING...DISAPPOINTING

What is this world doing???what is going on???anyway...well...i 1 2 help out but in the end i got myself into trouble...in office everyone is just under stress...well...just 1 2 go around to make people laugh let the woman know that we are very happy to leave her...but in the end i got myself into trouble...well...what i have to do is just to accept it mah...no choice de...coz my friends only scare to get herself into trouble mah...dun dare to speak up...DISAPPOINTED...

Worst...thinking that doing my favourite job to help out with Meishi birthday party...plan everything secertly...just waiting for time to announce...today just i 1 2 announce to every1 about suprising meishi but guess what???Everything gone case...guess what...i still silly until i personally went down to the Hotel to book the restruant and negioate the pricing with the manager and know that one of my relative working in that hotel and at last manage to get the price that will make people to spend a bit of the money instead of the $40...but no one appreacite...already arrange everything but just because of SOMEONE to go find the steamboat and BBQ which i alway 1 2 avoid out and spoilt everything...

This is what they call 8yrs friend...都比不上一个人十几年的朋友i speak no one 1 2 listen de...people speak everything ok de...well...0k de...just felt that last year i promise meishi 2 celebrate her birthday with her but i got performace on...so never turn up...so feel this year must give her a big surprise but....

Just felt that i never been respect...since she 1 2 ask lj cousin to find the place she 1 dan in the 1st place dun ask me to be her birthday organiser...dan everything plan already but in the end say change jiu change and worst when we do planning that time never mention anything...ok lo...now is everything listen to lj cousin can le...i dun 1 2 speak le...

i not angry but not HAPPY lo coz说变就变pls la...respect一下lo...if still treat me as her sister or friend so wat ever de pls lo...come and discuss what u 1 with us...

is not i dun1 2 celebrate the birthday is that i plan my thing and plus since i m the organiser pls give me the respect and trust lo...is not i have no action in dong things lei...is that before i go for my exam i been busying prepare the hotel, ording the cake, counting the budget, choosing the best gift to present...etc...

but now...i think if until next week still nothing come out i think have to cancel everything le...regret...to prepare all this thing i didn spend much time study for my exam...but wat did i get in the end....a black face???a sentence saying that still have some1 accompany is so bless...and this HURT me...what am i???y must i be so stupid to prepare all this surprises for my 8yrs friend cum sister...Y do i still 1 2 treasure her???just because i didn say anything???cant i give suprise???opp...they suprise me....THANK YOU WOR...

也许有人说得对过,我不可以这样,为她们做这么多事,谁会欣赏,不重伤你很好了,心对朋友要狠一点,保护自己,我想我能不能变成这样呢?

1 comment:

lynnli said...

im lynn here,
1stly i nv comment ath on meishi's bday, she planned everything herself, and i nv noe u're the orangiser.
i only ask her abt wat's gng to do
its only whn she tell me u guys doesnt wanna go for the bbq thingy
den i ask wat she wanna do.
cos since we are gng for k-ing
i ask the price for kbox buffet
i ask weather she want to go for the kbox buffet since left only the 2 of us, and she got the bday dist.

i DID NOT say eh, we go here, or we do this on ur bday la

u noe her longer den me, den u shld noe wat kind of person she is
esp its her bday, make her feel she's respected la

she really like the bbq thing alot
thats why she want to go agn.

i don noe wats the misudstanding btwn u all, but u blog it like, im the one asking her to do all those thing she's planning.

seriously, i nv even commented on ath, cos i noe, its her bday
wats she planning, is thing that she's happy and comfortable with.

put urself in her shoes, whn u plan this plan that, den pple commented so much, how will u feel?

i oso got plan surprise, but u guys nv give me a replied, i ask lj, she din even mention wat u all gng to do.

its not fair to ms, whn she try to be happy on her bday, yet her frends esp, u, 8 yrs of frends, is doing sth thats making her sad.

try, toking to her nicely bahs. yea
tell her the truth
=)