Friday, May 15, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
Don't Wish 2 Know...Don't let me know
今天的颜色一定是蓝色的，因为Monday Blue嘛，来到office什么都不想做，不想听，不想看也不想，想太多。Friday发生太多事，太多意想不到的事，想找人讲可是再office，除了Lina跟老爸就找不到信任的人了，Lina本身就够烦的了，我不想去烦她，而且我烦的事也就是她烦的事。这些事是我不想知道或听到的，尤其是发生在我身边的人。知道nora的家里状况后，我跟Lina心里都烦死了，weekend过得很不好。Friday下了班我还以为可以去轻松一下，没想到我又发现了另一个我不因该知道的秘密。这下我的心理的秘密快要憋不住了。我快要疯了，我干麻啊，秘密都让我察觉到，让我听到，知道。好辛苦哦。
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
警告!!!Warning!!!
我无所谓了，这间公司的人太虚伪，太假，或许是我变了吧，变得要面对，可是当我决定要面对这一切我变得恐怖了就连我自己都觉得我很恐怖，恐怖到我都觉得不能得罪自己。
人的忍耐是有限度的，有些人要在公司对付我对付不了就对付我身边的人，这些人啊，我觉得最恶心，可是有挑战性，我说过的得罪我的人下场就是“死”， 这个字不是要人真的去死而是让他比去死还要痛苦，我要那些人永远记住谁都可以得罪，我就不行。不要看我平时很好玩的样子，我狠起来就不好玩了。
为什么要变成这样？原本的我就是这样啊，只是这种个性我知道要是我唤醒它，就会很可怕。
曾经有一个人跟我莫名其妙的大声说话的时候说我是前进大小姐嘛，每个人都要听我的，千金大小姐，我承认啊，我是千金大小姐啊，谁叫本小姐我有的是钱，就算不做工我都活得下去，可是这个人没有想过，当我没有钱的时候，断水，断电的时候，房子差一点就被HDB收回的时候，向亲戚借$500过日子的时候，谁还会讲这些话啊？如今我富贵了，替我开心就没有反而说这些话来伤我，我只能说，这个人是以小人之心度君子之腹。
每个人都要听我的，她的意思是说，认识我的人都没有主见咯，都得听我的咯，跟我说话要经过大脑嘛，她会记仇别人就不会吗？
想一想自己有没有错在来怪人吧，问一问周围对自己有何不满，不要一意孤行，对自己是没什么好处的，在别人面前可以装得很无辜，很无奈，在朋友面前就可以发脾气，说什么朋友会比较了解你，可是我们也是人啊，你对我们发脾气，对我们大呼小叫的我们会开心吗？换个角度咯。
不要让我觉得说你很像Carmen，很假，每个人都不喜欢拿她跟自己比，可是事实摆在眼前咯，不要让我觉得Carmen对我讲的一却都是对的。有事的时候我可以找你谈，为什么你不能找我谈呢？
不要让我觉得公司的一却留言真的跟你有关，两个头的蛇真的有这么好做吗？希望我下手报仇的时候，不会害到身边无辜的人。
Fake...everyone in this company is so fake...wondering this friend or even treat us as colleague of mine is it want to get near to us to get those information that her boss want or what...until now i still did not receive any explanation...don't make me blow up my temper in office...anyway the person who disgrace will not be me is her boss i will make sure this will happen if i still do not get the explanation i want...i mean what i say lo...
正在想报仇的计划.............................................is the best you try me...........i most happy if you can do that.............................................................
人的忍耐是有限度的，有些人要在公司对付我对付不了就对付我身边的人，这些人啊，我觉得最恶心，可是有挑战性，我说过的得罪我的人下场就是“死”， 这个字不是要人真的去死而是让他比去死还要痛苦，我要那些人永远记住谁都可以得罪，我就不行。不要看我平时很好玩的样子，我狠起来就不好玩了。
为什么要变成这样？原本的我就是这样啊，只是这种个性我知道要是我唤醒它，就会很可怕。
曾经有一个人跟我莫名其妙的大声说话的时候说我是前进大小姐嘛，每个人都要听我的，千金大小姐，我承认啊，我是千金大小姐啊，谁叫本小姐我有的是钱，就算不做工我都活得下去，可是这个人没有想过，当我没有钱的时候，断水，断电的时候，房子差一点就被HDB收回的时候，向亲戚借$500过日子的时候，谁还会讲这些话啊？如今我富贵了，替我开心就没有反而说这些话来伤我，我只能说，这个人是以小人之心度君子之腹。
每个人都要听我的，她的意思是说，认识我的人都没有主见咯，都得听我的咯，跟我说话要经过大脑嘛，她会记仇别人就不会吗？
想一想自己有没有错在来怪人吧，问一问周围对自己有何不满，不要一意孤行，对自己是没什么好处的，在别人面前可以装得很无辜，很无奈，在朋友面前就可以发脾气，说什么朋友会比较了解你，可是我们也是人啊，你对我们发脾气，对我们大呼小叫的我们会开心吗？换个角度咯。
不要让我觉得说你很像Carmen，很假，每个人都不喜欢拿她跟自己比，可是事实摆在眼前咯，不要让我觉得Carmen对我讲的一却都是对的。有事的时候我可以找你谈，为什么你不能找我谈呢？
不要让我觉得公司的一却留言真的跟你有关，两个头的蛇真的有这么好做吗？希望我下手报仇的时候，不会害到身边无辜的人。
Fake...everyone in this company is so fake...wondering this friend or even treat us as colleague of mine is it want to get near to us to get those information that her boss want or what...until now i still did not receive any explanation...don't make me blow up my temper in office...anyway the person who disgrace will not be me is her boss i will make sure this will happen if i still do not get the explanation i want...i mean what i say lo...
正在想报仇的计划.............................................is the best you try me...........i most happy if you can do that.............................................................
Sunday, January 4, 2009
逃避
超讨厌现在的我，晚上如果有人陪会去喝酒，星期五晚上会独自去泡夜点喝到早上才肯回家，我知道我是在逃避，麻醉自己，不愿意面对，不像我的作风，有人说为什么不找人谈，朋友嘛，各有各的忙，谁会愿意听我诉苦...嗨....我有心事的时候是没有人看得出的，嬉皮笑脸的我总会在他们面前斗大家笑，可是就市斗不到我自己笑。不要讲我朋友，就算十年的朋友都不知道我是否有心事，算了吧....可是只有这样我才能忘记一个人，我想这一生我会这样，这是第二次了，第一次是为了死了好几年的男朋友，第二次也就是这次，这个人打动得不是他的长相，也不是他的家世，有没有钱之类的，他唯一打动我的只是他的痴心，他的gentleman，过去说不喜欢他其实是想骗自己，说对他的感觉不在了是向自我催眠，可是后面我承认了我还是喜欢他的时候才感觉他是不可能会喜欢我的，我们是不可能的。我很早就知道要是我对自己诚实就要准备放弃，很多人会说我想太多，这是我的直觉，我一向来都很相信我的直觉的因为我知道我跟他是不可能的，知道不可能的结果和必要强求呢？知道不可能也知道如果问他会有怎样的答案为什么要问他然后伤害自己呢？我不想要伤害我自己，所以这一次我选择逃避，别的东西我可以很坦然的面对只有这个我不行。
早上凌晨两点我跟我现任男友出去，去喝点东西，我没点酒因为要保持清醒，我.......跟他提出分手了，心会痛，可是我要对他公平。
俊：
对不起，我不能那么的自私，对你，我必须对你公平。我必须承认我是爱你的可是，在你之前我是已经喜欢另外一个人了，我以为我可以忘了他，可是我做不到。所以我决定在我还没整理好我的感情的时候，我不会谈所谓轰轰烈烈的爱情。如果，到了那一天，当我准备好，完全放弃那个“他”的话，你一仍然还是available的话，我们可以考虑考虑。可是请你在那之前，请一定要去找你自己的幸福。
黑暗总会过去，黎明也会到来。
早上凌晨两点我跟我现任男友出去，去喝点东西，我没点酒因为要保持清醒，我.......跟他提出分手了，心会痛，可是我要对他公平。
俊：
对不起，我不能那么的自私，对你，我必须对你公平。我必须承认我是爱你的可是，在你之前我是已经喜欢另外一个人了，我以为我可以忘了他，可是我做不到。所以我决定在我还没整理好我的感情的时候，我不会谈所谓轰轰烈烈的爱情。如果，到了那一天，当我准备好，完全放弃那个“他”的话，你一仍然还是available的话，我们可以考虑考虑。可是请你在那之前，请一定要去找你自己的幸福。
黑暗总会过去，黎明也会到来。
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Company Retreat@Austin Hill on 29 & 30 Dec 2008
Finally back from the company retreat@ Austin Hill Malaysia...
28 November 2008
This trip i can say is really very fun...for those been invited and was unable to attend is really a very pity. So our meeting time will be at 7am, becoz in case people who are late than no need to wait for so long mah...so we go off at 7.30am....in a MPV car with Lao Pa, Er Ge(Jon), Chelsi, Calvin, Ayob and me...
So at 8.30am we reach Austin Hill @ Malaysia...surprising, other than Alson car, our car was the first group to reach...so we go straight to the conference room to settle ourselve, so for me while settling down, i oso look around see how i can help out...
After a while the meeting start, the speaker was Alson, dan is break, while having break, Aisah goes around to take photo...lao pa is the first time to ask me go take our own group photo..hahas...finally take photo with lao pa...hehes....
after that, is the presentation start, each FAD have to do the slide presentation, so the first person to present was lao pa, hahas...so funny lo...lao pa speak so soft...than very funny...weird weird de...due to everything end early and we can't start our lunch early what we can do is bring the event forward...so this will make us have more time to play our games.
Game time which i think fun, nice and tired. Me n Jas was been group with Clive and Rizal. So our first game is the treasure hut...although we lost but still feel that the game is fun, next is cat and fish, captain ball, water bomb...hahas...but last prize giving we still won a priza la...hahas...
So after game finally can check in...so after we took our key, we quickly go to our room...when chelsi and me open the room, chelsi and my expression was the same...we was, like "WOW the room was soooooooo big lo...the toilet is soooooo nice still have bathtube...."dan we quickly bath le go down to enjoy our dinner provide by ifast...
After dinner Aisah, Aini, Jaselyn and me when for bowling, but second round of the game unfortun the whole bowlin ball drop my thumb hurt...i cried out...luckily got the three girls around me..hahas...so embrassing...paiseh lei...
So after the game Aisah, Jana, Naufal, Jaselyn and me decided to go the nearest 7 eleven to buy some drink so that at night we can eat and drink while we talk...so when we went down, we met stanley and rizal so the 7 of us decided to drive out to 7-11 to buy drinks...
So when we return to our resort, we went back to our room to change a night sleep clothing dan when to the guys room, so we eat and talk, and drink...so we decided to play our 21 dot"BlackJack" but only 3 to 4 rounds of game, i think is naufal who start askin about ghost...dan soon we started ur ghost story night...hahas...so after that we have a memeber Calvin join in...hahas....so total we have 8 people...
So ghost here ghost there, the 3 girls was so scare so we decided to sleep inside the guys room so at night total we have 8 people sleeping in this room, we have Stanley Sum, Naufal, Rizal, Calvin, Jaselyn, Aisah, Jana and me...hahas...
30 December 2008
So in the morning, when some of the guys when for golf, so the rest of us wash up and ask chelsi along with us for breakfast...when at breakfast of coz...my nonsense start...hahas...trying to pair Calvin and Jas...coz Chelsi and i felt tt they weird weird de lo...hahas...but oso have serious things to talk, talkin about PAs things other boss comment their PA especially those FAD quite near to Chelsi de...nw found that Chelsi really like Joycelyn alot the impression of joycelyn very good lo...
So after that we decided to go swimming, so Jean, Aisah, Chelsi, Jaselyn and me went swimming...very fun...after that we went back to our room and wash up...after that we went Jacob shopping and have our lunch...
Finally is time for us to go back le...so Jana, Jas, me and of coz Jean follow Alson's car...hahas...the three of us behind really tired after the trip and we fall aslp in Alson's car...hahas...
28 November 2008
This trip i can say is really very fun...for those been invited and was unable to attend is really a very pity. So our meeting time will be at 7am, becoz in case people who are late than no need to wait for so long mah...so we go off at 7.30am....in a MPV car with Lao Pa, Er Ge(Jon), Chelsi, Calvin, Ayob and me...
So at 8.30am we reach Austin Hill @ Malaysia...surprising, other than Alson car, our car was the first group to reach...so we go straight to the conference room to settle ourselve, so for me while settling down, i oso look around see how i can help out...
After a while the meeting start, the speaker was Alson, dan is break, while having break, Aisah goes around to take photo...lao pa is the first time to ask me go take our own group photo..hahas...finally take photo with lao pa...hehes....
after that, is the presentation start, each FAD have to do the slide presentation, so the first person to present was lao pa, hahas...so funny lo...lao pa speak so soft...than very funny...weird weird de...due to everything end early and we can't start our lunch early what we can do is bring the event forward...so this will make us have more time to play our games.
Game time which i think fun, nice and tired. Me n Jas was been group with Clive and Rizal. So our first game is the treasure hut...although we lost but still feel that the game is fun, next is cat and fish, captain ball, water bomb...hahas...but last prize giving we still won a priza la...hahas...
So after game finally can check in...so after we took our key, we quickly go to our room...when chelsi and me open the room, chelsi and my expression was the same...we was, like "WOW the room was soooooooo big lo...the toilet is soooooo nice still have bathtube...."dan we quickly bath le go down to enjoy our dinner provide by ifast...
After dinner Aisah, Aini, Jaselyn and me when for bowling, but second round of the game unfortun the whole bowlin ball drop my thumb hurt...i cried out...luckily got the three girls around me..hahas...so embrassing...paiseh lei...
So after the game Aisah, Jana, Naufal, Jaselyn and me decided to go the nearest 7 eleven to buy some drink so that at night we can eat and drink while we talk...so when we went down, we met stanley and rizal so the 7 of us decided to drive out to 7-11 to buy drinks...
So when we return to our resort, we went back to our room to change a night sleep clothing dan when to the guys room, so we eat and talk, and drink...so we decided to play our 21 dot"BlackJack" but only 3 to 4 rounds of game, i think is naufal who start askin about ghost...dan soon we started ur ghost story night...hahas...so after that we have a memeber Calvin join in...hahas....so total we have 8 people...
So ghost here ghost there, the 3 girls was so scare so we decided to sleep inside the guys room so at night total we have 8 people sleeping in this room, we have Stanley Sum, Naufal, Rizal, Calvin, Jaselyn, Aisah, Jana and me...hahas...
30 December 2008
So in the morning, when some of the guys when for golf, so the rest of us wash up and ask chelsi along with us for breakfast...when at breakfast of coz...my nonsense start...hahas...trying to pair Calvin and Jas...coz Chelsi and i felt tt they weird weird de lo...hahas...but oso have serious things to talk, talkin about PAs things other boss comment their PA especially those FAD quite near to Chelsi de...nw found that Chelsi really like Joycelyn alot the impression of joycelyn very good lo...
So after that we decided to go swimming, so Jean, Aisah, Chelsi, Jaselyn and me went swimming...very fun...after that we went back to our room and wash up...after that we went Jacob shopping and have our lunch...
Finally is time for us to go back le...so Jana, Jas, me and of coz Jean follow Alson's car...hahas...the three of us behind really tired after the trip and we fall aslp in Alson's car...hahas...
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
IRRITATING
Tired, really tired....or i should say i m sick and tired of what someone have done to me...instead of do her job she use the camera in office 2 keep track of me for 1 whole week just to wait to tell lao pa...stupid....really stupid old lady...she think that she do that i will admite i am a loser easily???noooo...........she was wrong...i going make her pay back whatever she have do to me and Lina....这场仗我是一定要赢的，我也输不起，也不能输，我.....不喜欢输的感觉，所以我不会打没有把握的仗，我也不会轻易认输，不会轻易退出，打破砂锅问到底，追究到底也是我的作风我的性格。
人可以跟我做朋友，但是千万不要做我的敌人，可是一旦我发现你做对不起我的事，就会是我的敌人，我一旦视你为敌的时候，朋友这个字你别想再你个跟之间出现，而且会让你吃不了兜着走。
我曾经跟大姐说过，狠这个字没有人可以在我面前讲，我很赞成自己讲这句话，我觉得啦我不止狠还挺冷血的，上回我打我弟弟的时候因为受不了他跟我作对就拿了菜刀差一寸的距离就真的把我弟弟杀了，所以我爸妈都不敢惹我生气，因为我已生气就很难把我平静，我生气疯了起来我看只有我daddy有力气把我抓住，我有跟我父母说过要是有一次他们犯下什么错我会是第一个把他们抓去警察局，不会留情。所以我在家里的地位很大我家里很多决定都是我在做主，承认啦，我刁蛮任性嘛，对男朋友我也是这样的，所以我爸妈每次说我要找老公要找可以容忍我的脾气的人不然很难生活。哈哈。。
很多时候我会对我自己讲的话感到很自豪的，即使知道是错的我都觉得自豪因为我本身觉得我们将要为我们讲的话而负责的，所以即使知道是错的我都会感到自豪也会负责，也是说到要做到。
好了不说了很是做工时间耶，要去做工了不然人家又会偷拍我投诉我了，党党一个Admin Executive（其实是打杂的啦！哈哈哈哈）总不能这么狼狈吧！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈
人可以跟我做朋友，但是千万不要做我的敌人，可是一旦我发现你做对不起我的事，就会是我的敌人，我一旦视你为敌的时候，朋友这个字你别想再你个跟之间出现，而且会让你吃不了兜着走。
我曾经跟大姐说过，狠这个字没有人可以在我面前讲，我很赞成自己讲这句话，我觉得啦我不止狠还挺冷血的，上回我打我弟弟的时候因为受不了他跟我作对就拿了菜刀差一寸的距离就真的把我弟弟杀了，所以我爸妈都不敢惹我生气，因为我已生气就很难把我平静，我生气疯了起来我看只有我daddy有力气把我抓住，我有跟我父母说过要是有一次他们犯下什么错我会是第一个把他们抓去警察局，不会留情。所以我在家里的地位很大我家里很多决定都是我在做主，承认啦，我刁蛮任性嘛，对男朋友我也是这样的，所以我爸妈每次说我要找老公要找可以容忍我的脾气的人不然很难生活。哈哈。。
很多时候我会对我自己讲的话感到很自豪的，即使知道是错的我都觉得自豪因为我本身觉得我们将要为我们讲的话而负责的，所以即使知道是错的我都会感到自豪也会负责，也是说到要做到。
好了不说了很是做工时间耶，要去做工了不然人家又会偷拍我投诉我了，党党一个Admin Executive（其实是打杂的啦！哈哈哈哈）总不能这么狼狈吧！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈
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